I have uttered those words 2x now and saying them a 3rd. BUT THIS TIME...I really mean it. I can vaguely remember screaming in excitement when Devin was Born, and he was a BOY...that I was done. GIRL, BOY...done. Well, oops, then came Rowan...SOOOOO done. Well, he was such a joy that I just couldn't go through with it at my 6 week appt. Well, the one more that has turned into two more is about to come to fruition....and yes I keep uttering the words I AM SO DONE! And this time I am, no mater what. Someone asked me the other day if I have everything ready...READY? What is that? What do I need...why does it feel like I am a first time mom? and The answer is NO...we are not ready. Except for a few gifts and people bringing stuff over...we have NOTHING ready. I guess it is time to get on the ball!.
AND HERE are some of my other Random Thoughts:
PREGNANCY: Yuck...there is not way I can go through this again, every symptom known to man I have x2. That includes the EMOTIONAL. Yes, I can really cry about anything and everything. I also can get upset about anything and everything. I know the end is near b/c I ALWAYS go through the...how am I going to have enough LOVE to spread around feelings.
THE END: Speaking of the end...it is near...I can tell in the way the kids act, the dogs act and the way my husband acts. Well and how I feel.
PHOTOGRAPHY and the BUSINESS: Although I have tons of loose ends to tie up...it pains me not to shoot. Even though this pregnancy has been VERY difficult...my creative juices have been flowing like crazy. So to not be able to act on them is a bit tough. And yes...I am officially off the market until the babies come. Luckily Leslie is picking up some of my work. I will be back in April on a limited basis. I figure...hit the gym or photography...I choose photography!!
So I will end for now with some more Valentines Pics (which by the way, my asst Mario can still shoot, b/c the set is still up!) and one BEAUTIFUL belly. This Belly is 35 weeks I believe...I know for those of us who turn into whales, Gag right...it is so perfect...and guess what? Their is a surprise in there. I know for some of you, you can't imagine that their are those of us who wait...but it really is exciting at the time of delivery!!!
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